So this is love. . .

Last night when my sweetheart came home from mutual, chubs was cat napping and I was of course blogging. He told me to stand up. Why? I asked. He said "just stand up." So I did. He then came over to me and held me tight and said, "I just want to dance with you." My heart melted. He put on a song that he said reminds him of me every time he hears it. ( Song playing) Sheldon loves Brad Paisley. His favorite line of the song is, "she's that wooden rockin chair I want rockin right beside me." As he was holding me tight,with my head tucked in his strong shoulder( its fits just perfectly there) he began to tell me how crazy he is about me, how when he misses me during the day he just trys to picture me laughing. Of course I giggled a little bit and asked "why?" He told me that he loves to hear me laugh and loves that I laugh at just about anything. I live for moments like these. I am so grateful for such a kind, loving husband. I could never truly express my love for him. He is so wonderful to me. He tells me how much he loves me everyday, never leaves the house without a kiss. Maybe he doesn't think things like this are a big deal, but they are to me! I have never questioned Sheldon's love for me, I love knowing he loves me just as much as I love him! I love how safe I feel in his arms.Those big strong arms. I love knowing when I wake up at night a little scared from the crazy dream I just had he doesn't get mad or bugged when I wake him up and ask him to hold me. There is no one else I would want to spend eternity with! I'm reminded of my love for him every time I look into my sweet baby's face. He is part of me and part of my eternal companion. We made him and he is so beautiful! I thought that there was no way I could love this man more than I did the day I married him. But oh was I wrong, my love grows for him everyday. Our love grew even stronger the day Easton was born. I just can't explain the feeling, and its something you will know what I'm talking about when you have your own sweet babies. I could see in Sheldon's eyes the love he has for me. When I feel down about myself I wish I could just see myself through those beautiful hazel eyes. He makes me feel like I am the most beautiful woman in the world, that I can do no wrong, and I can do anything. Lately I have wanted to just be a little more thoughtful and do nice things for my sweetheart. Whether it be, leaving a nice note in the lunch I packed for him. Writing something sweet on our bathroom mirror with my red lipstick. Or when we are in the car, we play a little game where we dedicate songs to each other on my i pod. I love it. I love to hear the songs Sheldon thinks remind him of me. And I love for him to hear the songs that remind me of him. (Although no song can truly give my feelings justice.) To all those unmarried out there I hope that you can find your Sheldon! I want my sweetheart to know, Sheldon Brooks Heywood, I love you more than yesterday but not as much as tomorrow!