Monday, February 23, 2009

My biggest fan

I didn't know that when I became a mother that I would have someone that would look at me with such innocent loving eyes. My sweet chubs thinks I can do no wrong and that I am the funniest person to walk the earth. It makes me feel good that at least he thinks I'm funny. (cause I defiantly think I am funny even if I am the only one laughing at my hilarious jokes.) I love his sweet giggles and would do just about anything to hear them. Even if we are in the middle of the grocery store I will do a crazy dance just to see him crack a smile. I don't care, if people walk by and think "what a crazy lady" So what, I am crazy and PROUD of it!!! I have always wanted to be a fun mom. And I hope my Easton boy thinks that I am. Hopefully when he gets older he won't get too embarrassed of me.


I mean look at this face wouldn't do just about anything to see this face?

So my sweet Easton boy,You keep thinking mommy is too funny!!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Got some butter to go with those rolls?

Last night I buttered up these buns and ate them for dinner. And I'm tellin you they were quite scrumptious!! Sorry no left overs, they were too delicious to share.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Smells like rain.

I received an email from my sister-in-law that brought me to tears. It was such a beautiful story that I had to share with all of you. It strengthened my testimony of the love our father in heaven has for each one of us.

A cold March wind danced around the dead of night in Dallas as the doctor walked into the small hospital room of Diana Blessing. She was still groggy from surgery. Her husband, David, held her hand as they braced themselves for the latest news. That afternoon of March 10, 1991 , complications had forced Diana, only 24-weeks pregnant, to undergo an emergency Cesarean to deliver the couple's new daughter, Dana Lu Blessing.

At 12 inches long and weighing only one pound nine ounces, they already knew she was perilously premature. Still, the doctor's soft words dropped like bombs. 'I don't think she's going to make it,' he said, as kindly as he could.'There's only a 10-percent chance she will live through the night, and even then, if by some slim chance she does make it, her future could be a very cruel one'

Numb with disbelief, David and Diana listened as the doctor described the devastating problems Dana would likely face if she survived.She would never walk, she would never talk, she would probably be blind, and she would certainly be prone to other catastrophic conditions from cerebral palsy to complete mental retardation, and on and on.
'No! No!' was all Diana could say. She and David, with their 5-year-old son Dustin, had long dreamed of the day they would have a daughter to become a family of four. Now, within a matter of hours, that dream was slipping away.


But as those first days passed, a new agony set in for David and Diana. Because Dana's underdeveloped nervous system was essentially 'raw', the lightest kiss or caress only intensified her discomfort, so they couldn't even cradle their tiny baby girl against their chests to offer the strength of their love. All they could do, as Dana struggled alone beneath the ultraviolet light in the tangle of tubes and wires, was to pray that God would stay close to their precious little girl.

There was never a moment when Dana suddenly grew stronger. But as the weeks went by, she did slowly gain an ounce of weight here and an ounce of strength there. At last, when Dana turned two months old, her parents were able to hold her in their arms for the very first time.

And two months later, though doctors continued to gently but grimly warn that her chances of surviving, much less living any kind of normal life, were next to zero, Dana went home from the hospital, just as her mother had predicted.
Five years later, Dana was a petite but feisty young girl with glittering gray eyes and an unquenchable zest for life. She showed no signs whatsoever of any mental or physical impairment. Simply, she was everything a little girl can be and more. But that happy ending is far from the end of her story.

One blistering afternoon in the summer of 1996 near her home in Irving,Texas , Dana was sitting in her mother's lap in the bleachers of a local ball park where her brother Dustin's baseball team was practicing.

As always, Dana was chattering nonstop with her mother and several other adults sitting nearby when she suddenly fell silent.Hugging her arms across her chest, little Dana asked, 'Do you smell that?' Smelling the air and detecting the approach of a thunderstorm, Diana replied, 'Yes, it smells like rain.' Dana closed her eyes and again asked, 'Do you smell that?' Once again, her mother replied, 'Yes, I think we're about to get wet. It smells like rain.'

Still caught in the moment, Dana shook her head, patted her thin shoulders with her small hands and loudly announced, 'No, it smells like Him. It smells like God when you lay your head on His chest.' Tears blurred Diana's eyes as Dana happily hopped down to play with the other children. Before the rains came, her daughter's words confirmed what Diana and all the members of the extended Blessing family had known, at least in their hearts, all along.

During those long days and nights of her first two months of her life, when her nerves were too sensitive for them to touch her, God was holding Dana on His chest and it is His loving scent that she remembers so well.

I can do all things in Him who strengthens me' This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He asked: 'My child, what is your greatest wish for today?' I responded: 'Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message,their family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very much' The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not its end. ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call them FRIENDS.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

you better believe it!!


My sweet chubs woke up this morning with a cold in his right eye. You know when their eye fills up with green goobies and is almost closed shut. Well lucky it wasn't closed shut but I did have to clean that sucker out good. I tried to call the Dr. to see what would be the best thing for my little guy and of coarse you can never get ahold of those silly Doctors to ask simple questions. So I was on the phone with my beautiful sister Mandi (who is on her way into town as we speak!! so excited feels like Christmas!) and I was telling her about chubs condition. She told me you don't need medicine. Squirt your milk in his eye. I was like ya I think I heard you say that before. (she has a story quite funny of a similar experience) She said get alot in there and kind of rub it. Good thing babies don't really remember things that happen this early in their lives. Otherwise this could have been quite the traumatic experience! So I followed her advice. I tried to squirt his favorite ninny dinner in his big baby blues. He didn't even fuss he just kind of layed there and looked up at me with a smile. (he does that alot,after all mommy is his favorite!) And I'm not even kidding it looked better after 5 min. no joke! So by tomorrow his eye will be back to normal. So moral of the story is: you better believe I would do anything to help my sweet chubs be happy and healthy. Even if it means I have to squirt some of my liquid gold in his beautiful blue eye!!! Liquid gold you ask? Yes you read right. Nursing milk is liquid gold. You see it serves so many purposes it nourishes your child and makes them get nice and chunky while also curing any disease. So I have changed my attitude towards these gifts from heaven. (I wasn't quite fond of how large the ladies grew and stretched to make room for that liquid gold but you see my kid is a chub and requires lots and lots of milk so I guess the more the merrier! Literally.)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

zoom zoom

Is my blog a shrine to my sweet chubs? Maybe so. But how can it not be when you have someone so good looking. I blog about my life, and my baby is just that. My ENTIRE life. Every waking moment is dedicated to taking care of this sweet thing! And I wouldn't have it any other way. Here are some of my favorites of my little guy getting so big.


Just too cute!



yes his hands are really that big!

Friday, January 23, 2009

I'm baaaack!

So I have felt so disconnected from the blogging world. My computer decided to poop out on me so I couldn't even blog stalk!! What is a girl to do without her precious Internet? I know its a scary thought isn't it? Well on a lighter note, I'm back for those who have missed me if any. I have so many pictures I need to post of the cutest chubs in town. Yes that would be my Easton boy! So here are a few of my favorites dating all the way back from good Ole Christmas time. I know I know Christmas is long gone but better late than never right? So for all your blogging pleasure here he is. . .



As I was doing blasted laundry one day (i hate doing laundry!!!) I left the room to do another load and when I cam back to the room to my surprise my sweet baby was playing with this! Uh oh am I in for some trouble. Should I be worried? Easton this is not even your size.




I guess it is fun to chew on.

Christmas Eve p.s I got bangs for those who haven't seen them yet.






I had to buy this onsie I thought it was hilarious!

Easton boy on Christmas day, he loved playing with the wrapping paper. He didn't care too much about what was inside.




Monday, January 12, 2009

Where did my baby go?

Heaven's greatest miracle

is what you are to me.

How lucky I am to be with

you for all eternity.

Each time I hold you in my arms

I can't believe its true. . .

That I took part in this miracle
of giving life to you.
-Niki Worthen

Yes that sweet poem is written by my beautiful sister Niki, who has quite a way with words. She gave this poem to me before my sweet little one was born, and it is expresses my feelings quite perfectly in fact. My little Easton boy is 6 months old. Yes, that's what I said 6 MONTHS!! Can you believe it?? I can't, it all went by way to fast. And although I love his sweet personality that only gets cuter every day, I am also sad that my baby has to get older. Can't he just stay little forever? I don't even want to think about the day he will leave me so on a lighter note, lets look back on the cute pictures of my sweet chubs.

Here he is, brand new and so mad. hahaha I love this picture. Welcome to the world Easton Jake.

Our first week at home together. This was my favorite thing to do.
One month old. His blessing day, what a sweet day it was! 2 months old, on our first family vacation daddy's triathlon. :)

3 months, and even cuter!


Easton's first Halloween. He was risky business if you couldn't tell. This is the only picture I have. My camera died right after this.

4 months old and trying rice cereal for the first time. He did really good and ate it all up!

5 months and best buds with his daddy! side note- don't worry ASU Sheldon is still your number one fan, don't let the BYU hat fool you.
I found this one on my camera. posed by the professional photographer and spots fanatic Sheldon Heywood himself. This boy will be a star athlete if his dad has anything to do with it!